Okay... so I know that the events of the next few weeks will not determine the quality of the rest of my life. I also know that no matter what happens, my life is going well just as it is. None of this is all that important, however, I tell myself that and I begin to imagine what will happen, in each scenario. For those of you in the know, there are a lot of scenarios here (A, B, C and 1, 2, 3, 4- two completely seperate conundrums) thus a lot of combinations. For those of you not in the know, why the hell do you care? A better question would be, why the hell do I care so much? At this point, what will be will be, and I honestly believe whatever happens will turn out well. I cannot stop thinking about it though. If scenario A or B occurs then scenario 1 would be ideal. If scenario C occurs, then scenario 1 may be a bit awkward, but still a good thing. Scenario 2, now that is a tricky one. no matter what comes with it (A, B, C) it could easily go either way. Scenario 3 is fits well with both A, B and C. It is the safest, but it sucks, so screw that. Scenario 4 isn't even really an option. I won't do that again (I don't think.) To sum it up: since I have no control over the letter scenarios, I will avoid thinking of them (ha! right!) I can control the number scenario and to be truthful, I have to say if I had to pick this very instant, I would choose scenario 1. This very second, sitting here in front of my computer, I choose scenario 1. Yes, I have decided.
